I just hit the wall myself this a.m. my friend Christyl. And I even now see you wrote this a solid month ago and of course I hadn't seen it at that time. It's almost like to this society and the oldtimers as well, we were just bodies, no matter what our challenges, life paths, and like you say about Cleopatra and Sacagawea, no achievements we made. Just bodies of interest for exploitation while we are young. Jesus H - it is painful for me right now. Part of me wishes I had just grasped for the wealth I could and gone for the easiest life I could have. But I threw the opportunities away. I acted honestly. I worked hard.

It's very painful this a.m., the burden is hard. Thanks for listening.